crap...

the weather has been cooperative so far...for one who hates the summer heat, this gloomy june has been a much needed caress...
i have been slowly accomplishing some and straying from some of my goals...even...i dont know if that really is a good sign or that i should be completing all exponentially and with ease but hey 1 out 50 is still better than 0...
joe and i are ok so far and have been for a while now...he just passed 3rd semester, the hardest of his 4 for his rn program...we're all very proud...undeniably smart and resilient (joe and resilience...a: capable of withstanding shock without permanent deformation or rupture b: tending to recover from or adjust easily to misfortune or change)...
regardless of the slow and ever procrastinated goals...i am ok. i guess after a while you tend to just retreat to your shell and hybernate. i just need some more time to recuperate...from what??? i have no idea...but i wish to be resilient as well.
i have nothing else to say...no i am not depressed, no i am not frustrated, no i am not ??? i do feel like crap whenever i remember what i need to do has not been done yet but no use in regretting...MOVING FORWARD...that's better than feeling crap while stagnant...