the beginning...

ok...my first blog...
It is time for change...no more hesitations as i do not have the luxury to do so...no more thinking twice as i do not have the time to doubt...no more backing out as i do not have a choice. Change, though scary, is as inevitable as time ticking away. You stand still and resist and it will pass you by. Change will not wait for you to be ready for it. It will continue in its natural course whether we like it or not. So now it is but natural to go and move on.
And moving on...I have promised myself to keep writing. I need an outlet. Many times now because of this huge change in my life that i have felt like bursting into tears...or shouting at the top of my lungs...or drinking myself crazy. To some...these may be their shoulder to lean on, their knight in shining armor, but not my cup of tea. Nothing against your flavor of choice...but writing is most natural. I remember i kept a tiny notebook where i wrote my heartbreaks and it worked for me then. Why not now? So this blogging commences. I do not expect to become famous or most read...i do not expect this to turn into something bigger than its purpose. I just want to write...write...write...the creative juices flowing...the experiences shared to those that are interested. This is the beginning...