Scroooooge...

Yes, I guess, I am back. I just have this ill feeling in my gut that tells me that I know something I do NOT know. Go figure. I have been feeling it for a while now. NOT AGAIN. I just hate to need something I know I'm not going to get. Maybe that is the ordeal that I will have to go through every now and then. That emptiness that should eat me up inside and consume me. I know what I need to do and I know what should be done. But the question remains....which one will become? We shall see...