ok so i was watching nonstop you tube videos and came across some regine videos when i was looking for allison from ai singing alone...one thing lead to another and here i am typing away while listening to some more videos from SOPs FTR (for the record)...ok??? funny funny thing is that when i was in the philippines...id rather watch (during sunday lunches)...IRON CHEF Japan...with the funny dubbing and translations...when i got here i just started watching videos from SOP, etc on you tube (through Jake's many tips and links)...it may be because i miss the philippines i guess....and tonight, alone in my room, i miss it more than ever. when i was little the whole family would usually be in the living room watching "variety" shows right after lunch...yah yah, old school shit...we dont have that here...people sleep til they cant sleep anymore...sun would slap em right across the face and people wouldn't even budge...bwahahaha...i remember getting wake up calls and furious knocks from my dad at 6:30am, breakfast as soon as i get down and church at 8, 7:45 to get our usual seating. lunches and dinners were always together...the whole family would wait for each other to sit before starting the meal with a prayer...and everyone helps to clean the table after (except for my loving dad and crazy brother hahahaha)...4yrs away from home may have lessened the tears but never the longing...
so this blog is for jake, sop and regine...LECHE...made me depressed on a thursday night (yes the day before friday...DUH??? TGIF) i guess i just either have nothing better to write or was just reminded that it is indeed time to text my family tonight and ask how my dad's compliance with his regimen is or how my mom's garden looks like now (after the weekly changes) or if my brother is still watching the playoffs every year or if my two crazy but super cute nephews are still giving my sister-in-law much undeserving headaches...
wait let me grab my crackberry and start...
4/20/09
we all hurt...
ok so the discussion was...maybe my friend was meant to be single so he could help people with their problems...maybe its true...the lesser problems you have the more in tuned you are to those of others...but to assume to be single for a long time is not because it was God's will but yours.
people hurt in many ways...and so they love in many ways...yes we hope not to love the wrong person but unless you open your heart to the possibilities you will never know if its right or wrong. we only hope to hurt and learn from our experiences. after, it may be easy to say NEVER again...but you have to keep falling to know which one will catch your fall each and every single time.
we were made to hurt. but we were also made to love...and my friend may be meant to help as he sees it...then lucky me to have so much wisdom and experiences to guide me through my life, i know...IT IS A FACT...he has always been one of my bestfriends that have helped me and stayed with me through thick or thin...but my dear...don't lose yourself in the process of focusing on others...it might just be right there, staring at you, and you passing it by...love yah...
4/5/09
updates...
honestly, ive haven't had anything to write about for a while now...i was reading my birthday blog and it was neither juicy nor interesting either...it was ayt...it was blah...it was vanilla...
and i am telling you...this blog will not change the world or much...it's my usual update...
i am now 27...as you might have read...and it feels ordinary. im still getting carded for alcohol so that makes it seem acceptable to age slightly. i do still plan to lose weight...that and fulfill my "secret" plans...im almost halfway through...so that's reason enough to smile every now and then.
having self-diagnosed "addictive personality"...i think im starting to be addicted to tennis...i know i was and still am a fan...loved all of stefi graf, from her slice backhand to envied power forehand...loved goran ivanisevic for his serve and his face (hahaha)...hated pete sampras for almost getting by with just his serve...and still wish for roger to come back from his setbacks and rule once again. now i transition my tv love to reality, im trying hard to change my ping pong forehand and badminton swing to a legitimate tennis hand...try and sustain a game without double faulting and finally hang with the girls.
i am now officially inlove with facebook. hahahaha. yes, i am...the many applications and easy change of pages. love the fact that i can write on my friends walls while chatting with them...or fish like crazy while answering some quizzes with the hope to have some fun look into my subconscious.
i promise to write often...the blogs shall be coming more and more. although my laptop is lost somwhere in the moreno valley (supposedly getting upgrades)...joe's will have to suffice for now...thanks beb for letting me use it while watching my shows everyday.
joe and i are doing well, much better i think. ive had some talks with him and we seem to be on the same page, after what seemed like forever. i hope to prolong this bliss...i still love him to death.
there...no more no less...at least i think so...soon i shall log in again and type my a** off for something more juicy...for now...it's vanilla at its whitest...
and i am telling you...this blog will not change the world or much...it's my usual update...
i am now 27...as you might have read...and it feels ordinary. im still getting carded for alcohol so that makes it seem acceptable to age slightly. i do still plan to lose weight...that and fulfill my "secret" plans...im almost halfway through...so that's reason enough to smile every now and then.
having self-diagnosed "addictive personality"...i think im starting to be addicted to tennis...i know i was and still am a fan...loved all of stefi graf, from her slice backhand to envied power forehand...loved goran ivanisevic for his serve and his face (hahaha)...hated pete sampras for almost getting by with just his serve...and still wish for roger to come back from his setbacks and rule once again. now i transition my tv love to reality, im trying hard to change my ping pong forehand and badminton swing to a legitimate tennis hand...try and sustain a game without double faulting and finally hang with the girls.
i am now officially inlove with facebook. hahahaha. yes, i am...the many applications and easy change of pages. love the fact that i can write on my friends walls while chatting with them...or fish like crazy while answering some quizzes with the hope to have some fun look into my subconscious.
i promise to write often...the blogs shall be coming more and more. although my laptop is lost somwhere in the moreno valley (supposedly getting upgrades)...joe's will have to suffice for now...thanks beb for letting me use it while watching my shows everyday.
joe and i are doing well, much better i think. ive had some talks with him and we seem to be on the same page, after what seemed like forever. i hope to prolong this bliss...i still love him to death.
there...no more no less...at least i think so...soon i shall log in again and type my a** off for something more juicy...for now...it's vanilla at its whitest...
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